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CALIBAN
Shadow Hearts (2003)
Vent (2001)
A Small Boy And A Grey Heaven (1999)
Shadow Hearts
1. Dark Shadows
2. Forsaken Horizon
3. Storm Of Rage
4. Vicious Circle
5. Bad Dream
6. The Seventh Soul
7. Scream From The Abyss
8. Detect Your Liberty
9. Fire Is My Witness
10. Between The Worlds
11. A Piece Of My Life
1. Dark Shadows
Instrumental
2. Forsaken Horizon
A glance back, a glance into the now
tears sweeten the day, but the aftertaste is bitter
where are the good old times, where is my dependence - bullet!
in your presence my memories swallow me
moment for moment you throw me back
a new way, the same paths, old fears
I'm the tool of my demons,
they hide the depths of my soul, in darkness
(I'm not ready for this way, to open up, to give - blade!)
let me go before I end, lonely.
I cannot be what I am
Fill me with new hope.
3. Storm Of Rage
walls collapse onto me, I ride the storm of rage
a mistake became a chain - reaction and the
reflection falls upon me
it's time for change, understanding and
faith are what friends are about, but on every corner
disappointment (is waiting, every wall would have
understood me better), I am cold.
I stand alone and all that remains is the hope
for help, the anger is strong and threatens to
destroy me, because what was will never be again,
too much has happened and the mind becomes dull,
it is the tragedy of time, a sea of tears for grief,
but from the shadows of my tears, of my past, you
come and give me your hand, tame my anger
my tears fade and together we fight as friend
together we fight as friend for (the) time.
4. Vicious Circle
every day I see your face
every day I die
every day I feel your breath
every day I'm born again
you give me joy, but my thanks are just pain
and out of fear I pull myself loose again
for you I die
you are everything I need, what I desire,
but will I ever understand?
come on!
I die for you
please forgive my faults,
maybe one day I will realize what you mean (to me),
I hope it won't be too late
every time I cry,
I feel your lies
every time I die,
I see your eyes.
5. Bad Dream
oh dark night, in silence broken ban,
shackles of fear, I lie there, flat and merely
the valley lies deep, staggering in the past, shadows
hide danger and feed me in the coldness,
I don't see myself,
don't look at me,
you would burn
as my house lies empty and
I float against the time,
come here, come in,
burn for my soul.
6. The Seventh Soul
I travelled across the edges of my soul, add it
doesn't seem any better when I cross the border
The world falls to piece but every Sunset is
the rebirth of a new experience.
I often felt this sorrow, I often stand alone,
dipping and diving to see the bottom but where are the
lines that divine...
Confidential sins have already taken my so called
freedom and every choice I made framed my so called future.
I'm no longer care about the way I gone, burning
like a fire to smother in the end, wasting time
while I'm expecting death.
7. Scream From The Abyss
Come on, tell me who you really are
Stop with your lies, I've looked behind the mask and
now your time is over
day by day deceived, you blind my senses
you have never been a friend,
without scruples you've driven me to the point I am
standing at now
I jump "somersault backwards" and push you into the
depth that you've created yourself
now bear your own consequences,
feel the sorrow that you have imposed upon me,
feel the pain and scream from the abyss of your
malice,
nobody will help you,
who sows hate shall harvest pain.
8. Detect Your Liberty
Look into the wide, wild liberty
look well, it's reality
close your eyes and turn loose,
all burden is impulse
drop the anger, the hate you cherish
turn loose, cry on me, let go, let all go
I hold your hand and lead you
we're melt together, becoming one
and we get the power to cry,
scoop for your life, cry, detect your liberty
fight for your freedom,
freedom is life, burn down your walls.
9. Fire Is My Witness
A new day, a new struggle, blank walls scream
narrowness
but I'm my own prison, go, run rush into the woods
the vast unknown spurs on my will to fight
the energy, the magic of silence and I am immortal
my eyes become heavy, the mind porous
fire in the convergence
an inner force calls out my name and
says, everything is gone, everything is done, the
voice sounds
familiar, but my body is captured in fear and the
light leaves my way, fear is hiding in the
shadows, but I am the force and I light my
fire, the demon shall burn, the fire is my witness
a final scream, a final tear and I am free.
10. Between The Worlds
Deeply hidden in the deepest wood
black is the night
the owls are singing between the worlds
the circle closes, the cycle of fire opens it's doors
the guard between the shadows searches for fear-
(to broken souls he reaches out his hand and leads the
way into the night)
fire walk with me...
pain shouts you down
you've split and I spit on you
(call my name and I'll catch you
carry my ring and) I will kill you.
11. A Piece Of My Life
I feel breathe, live alone with my love,
I gave it to you, I should have known,
reality will never be a dream!
in my dreams I walk around,
in the darkness of my ashes,
always following your light,
I feel no fear, cause your fire gives me safety
my fire burns deep and ardent,
but I radiate just coldness and hopeless
helplessness, awkward,
naive like a child
everyday I fell reality, the reflection of the wide void
I don't want to live, just want dream!
(my fire burns deep and ardent)
come on and play with me.
Vent
1. Entrance
2. Fire Of Night
3. Love Taken Away
4. In The Eye Of The Storm
5.About Time And Decisions
6. Roots Of Pain
7. Happiness In Slavery
8. Tyranny Of Small Misery
9. For
10. My Last Beauty
11. New Kind Of Freedom
12. Sycamore Dreams
13. Erase The Enemy
14. Exit
1. Entrance
Instrumental
2. Fire Of Night
Demons out of the darkness.
Fire of night. Allying existence of the evil.
My life? Just a game?
Dependance and mania.
Desire shows you the way.
The gates to the coldness are open.
The way back is full of stones. Just like my heart.
My existence. Identity is breaking.
The coldness keeps pulling me into it's ban.
An unbelievable size of power.
Luck ans pain are close together.
Luck or pain. The pain is ripping my life into pieces.
I'm in prison of my destiny. Too low is my energy!!!
3. Love Taken Away
Now i'm sitting here writting about the lonelyness.
It's a bad day and the reasons for that are trivial!!!
Love taken away.
Throughts at the mercy of the past.
Destroying myself.
My inside is crying for help.
Who cares? [x3]
I forgot to live for the moment.
I don't want to be wath I'm am!
Wath will be in the future?
I don't know what to expect.
4. In The Eye Of The Storm
Deep eyes. Subdued light. Hand in hand.
In the eye of the storm [x2]
everything is flowing and discharging into us.
My mouth open. Lava flow.
Eyes close in the eye of the storm
the silence is breath taking in the eye of the storm.
Substances join. Togther immortal.
We become one in the eye of the storm.
On the way agains the truth.
A trip through light and time all problems become smashed.
All pain becomes happiness eyes open.
Scream come out. Wishes turn into pictures.
My heart stop beating.
The ban breaks Just to remember smile at me one more time.
The last time! In the eye of the storm.
5.About Time And Decisions
When time decides.
The circle made from love and trust breaks.
The chain breaks. An emptieness reveals.
Memories start to swallow me.
Searching the unknown of frustration from being into nothing.
Freedom. Way stars. My aim.
The joy of existhing.
What remained of waitin so long was the bitter
and painful experience of being left.
Reality. I'm tightly embraced Wounds of love never going to heal.
As long as the past remains. Only covered by illusion.
The outer wrap breaks from inner pain.
Got to be strong and egoistic. Thats the way it is.
Oh our so beautiful world.
A world dies lonely. ...and the beginning of nothing...
6. Roots Of Pain
In the darkness of the night.
Being moved by the shine of the moon.
Considering and full of hope.
I'm only way to the roots of pain.
Condamned to love.
Yearning all my demanding embodied in you.
I'm imprisoned of your control to live myself.
Your eyes look so empty. I'm scared to dip in.
In fear to find the end of a love.
The time hurts with every hit and the question of your love.
I just want to love what charms me!
A small spark is a big hope!!!
7. Happiness In Slavery
Revolution of the past is only spiritual at last the power to figth self,
evident become weaker
the will to stand up for your conviction has fade away,
and now passes the dream of happiness in compassion of our own.
8. Tyranny Of Small Misery
The wake up means walking on the edge.
Wrong desicions running through my veinsé Immortal sorrow scars on my soul.
Rejected and trapped in myself.
Black velvet was the gift of the time.
Nothing left to loose.
Nothing to believe hands tied feet chained.
Hidind behind shadows of anger.
To wake up means walking on the edge.
But I often feel that misery.
Is the most important part of being happy!
9. For
Bark skin. I'm lying here. Still.
Throughts hush eyes closing repeating this moment.
Waiting for. Your abscence veils my sleep.
My dreams. I'm moving in time.
No when And yet you don't now. But my heart does.
'Cause from the first moment I was caught and
delivered a long the vanished warmth regained life in me.
Thank...you!
10. My Last Beauty
A morning full of death.
Beauty trapped in miserable emtiness.
Offer me life. Offer me love.
Don't ask me where the sunshine's gone.
Offer me life. Offer me love. Offer me the moon.
All my figthing in this shadow land is in vain.
Searching the inner clarity - Reality of my existance.
Feeling empty. Endless the way.
Endless the search and the distortion of the present.
Shadow land a place of silence love?
Happyness? Emptiness! Lonelyness! Alone is the death!
Nigth the beauty of silence a different consciousness to complexe for reality.
Misunderstood feelings in the circle of life.
But the moon is still There!
11. New Kind Of Freedom
Sweet sins scars my horizon.
Got nothing to expect in this emotional unstable time.
Looking forward there is a meanningless life to go.
Path of sorrow! Age of decay!
Pictures of wrong decisions veils my sleep but the lines are drawns.
Nothing could release me. Am I born to excuse my way of thinking?
Am I force to justifiy who I am? Death.
Sweet death could be a mercyful fate.
Delivered of despair.
New kind of freedom.
A new kind of face.
12. Sycamore Dreams
You're the source.
My disbelief in innocence arise.
Feel that gosth seducing me.
Try to reach a hand in that golden circle.
You are no angel. And my heart is more than emptyness.
In the shadow of myself and I sleep under the trees
and no one else is sleeping well.
Burn me tonight. Feeing my lies slip away.
Burn me tonight.
And kill the demos in me.
Facing a saint feeling my life slip away.
Burn me tonight.
Until I'm disapointed.
Burn me tonight and kill the demons in me.
I disbelief in the summer in pearl lake.
I'm the pine float.
And now you're falling apart from me.
You are no angel!!!
13. Erase The Enemy
This is a war.
Everything normal smashed.
Cruelty comes down the land and there only losers.
Fight up until the end.
Death becomes daily and the humanity boggy.
Blood flow through the streets.
Mandkind means sickness!
By the order of the devil they march and destroy [x2]
and the mind remains on the route.
Torture.
Destroy, kill, erase the enemy!!! [x4]
Give up your mind and be mechanism.
Who disobeys is hostile and enemies have got to die.
Human being or mechanism.
You've got the choice...human being.
14. Exit
Instrumental
A Small Boy And A Grey Heaven
1. Intro
2. Arena Of Concealment
3. In My Heart
4. Destruction
5. A Small Boy And A Grey Heaven
6. Skit I
7. A Faint Moment Of Fortune
8. Skit II
9. Supervision Until Death
10. Always Following Life
11. Pollution
12. Sylca
13. Intolerance (Ignorance II)
14. De Rebus Que Greunter
15. Outro
1. Intro
Instrumental
2. Arena Of Concealment
the image of the world I live in
born into to fall into oblivion
is the huge arena of illusion & deceit
nothing's real
not a thing curtain call & the show starts,
commonness and self-leceration against the unceasing
lape of redemption - clowns
the masters of disguise
are man's prototype my fear of the future increases
this arena is crowded with clowns
curtain call & the show starts
just one tear releases a violent river
3. In My Heart
the heaviness of my heart seems a
burden to me - whatever they preach
I have to look for people like me
ans so I have to join the wrong
unmindful of virtue I am eggier for
the pleasure of love more than for
salvation - I am seized by desire but I
have to keep the darkness night hidden
in the depth of my heart - it's the most
bitter fate - fate is against me
in love and virtue
I am heartened by my promise
I am downcast by my refusal
there is nothing I need from anyone
expect love and respect and anyone
who can't give me those two things
has no place in my life be sure before
I'll finish - I intend to celebrate this hell
I am involved in
4. Destruction
mandkind's birth caused destruction
two feelings of love & hate
manipulation is the way to hide the truth
you control your feelings to reach your aims
you check up the thoughts
to press upon your decision
lies on the world
they are crossing the land
and until there is one world
with one lie - one world - one lie
5. A Small Boy And A Grey Heaven
I turn inside of myself - look back into my past -
into nothing - the best time in life - barely present
I wish I could go back - tell that nice little boy
to be stronger - to be brave - bu I can't
he had his chance
I burn - scream - I despair on these thoughts of
the past - I realize that I had barely lived
but just existed - it's too late now
and my thoughts feed on this grief - the grief
creates tears that burn my skin
unable to ease the pain - I float in hoplessness
for the time is gone and the boy is a man now
the end - a beginning for everything flows and
we live to change - live to learn
the future's still open and to be lived like
the past has been wasted - with hope in my
heart I look forward
6. Skit I
Instrumental
7. A Faint Moment Of Fortune
moonlight - a glance of the moon into my
blurred eyes - the darkness gives way
to the beauty of the evening light and
in a faint moment in this sheer
endless time of despair and thought
everything seems right - but it ain't
and my soul drowns in self-pity
it's so damn hard to keep one's face
to do the right thing
moonlight - beautiful moonlight
give back my heart to me
8. Skit II
Instrumental
9. Supervision Until Death
tortured by the agaony of selfleceration - full of pain
and fear - my sense of self-preservation keeps me
alive - the whole way of life paved by affliction
and danger - more & more I recognize the cruelty
of reality - reality the greatest plot of life
one walks - talks - sees - breathes - but doesn'T
live - no - rather serve the growing edifice
that controlsour so - called life - death gives
way to the living - straight into freedom
way out of this edefice
everyone a brick in this stonework
and day by day more people live in it
hour by hour yheir power rises
and inevitably steals our breath
10. Always Following Life
blizzards reign the fires by
the pod - their cold heat set ablaze my
burning soul - embodiment at least
a fear rises - the storm clams the choires
forever - maybe even death
the birds move forward and try to escape
always following life
my fire - an ice desert - I burn
laughter experiences death
the death experiences life
11. Pollution
you look back
and the ocean
are colored black
animals are going sick
the reason is the black slick
no green
is able
to remain
by the toxic acid rain
that's called polution
12. Sylca
Instrumental
13. Intolerance (Ignorance II)
my hope - our world - bursting due
to the closed - minded thinking
of the shortsighters
grinning faces - watching me
scared by my individuality
but these ridiculous attempt will
only leave me stronger
I'm living for myself and not for
anyone else
my fire will burn eternally
I won't accept your intolerance
14. De Rebus Que Greunter
what urge me to do right?
the emptiness - the conciousness of living in
the void of the feral muting against the vacant - cold
void - the incensed endeavour to
rescing the fact of vacuty to be doomed
neverthless - my imagination - just symbols or
repressed desires? - vision of adoration and
death? - and the disillusion of living in
a world that has to be rescued - an age
that is sainted to mental decline and
my incapability to struggle for liberation
my last minute should not be marked
by the realization that I never really lived
15. Outro
Instrumental
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